You Live What You've Learned

You live what you’ve learned – linkinpark point of authority

ok first nk cakap…Jerry Goh, I always think you look like Mike Shinoda (the piercing part) and Joe Hahn (the Chinese look part)…

ok back to the blah blah part…one of the line in Point Of Authority song by LinkinPark sounds : You live what you’ve learned…how many of us realize about this is actually TRUE? and how many of us take extra time to think back and ask themselves – have I learned enough? Or when is it the time to stop learning and who can say – you can stop learning now?

Jap aku pun ekceli pening dgn statement aku kat atas…my point is (to cut the babbling short)…some people think they’ve raised well with such a bonding within their family (their family only – that’s SAD) without realizing they ekceli missing a lot of things in their life.

Some of my relatives – or shud I say cousins lost their parents (both) within this year and eventhough they might think I don’t understand how they feel, actually I do…imagining I’m losing both my parents are hurtful enough inikan nk hadapi the real thing…maybe you thought WE don’t care of we don’t feel it…but hey again – you live what you’ve learned and looks like, you haven’t learned much…

Another example…a cousin of mine married to some1 which her husband ada relatives in Penang and last years of Raya she did came by to Penang and proudly posted photos with the husband relatives dlm blog BUT didn’t or NEVER came across their tiny little mind of theirs to stop by at their “other” relatives in Penang…the “others”…maybe itu yg kitorang dilabelkan ek…or maybe macma dlm cite The Village “those we don’t speak of”…

First, we felt very sad…then when another story reached my ears, rasa sad turns to meluat…YOU were here (penang) few months back before your mum passed away and met with one of your best friend in Penang which somehow connected to one of my family members dan the best part, ko pesan kat kawan ko tu “jangan cakap mak ngah aku balik penang ok”…tell me dear, was that call MATURED or MATANG as per claimed by your frens? – Or shud I labeled as ‘army of skank’?? he he

Or maybe org judge ko matang sbb ko punyer bla bla dalam blog begitu berbunga dan kononnya mengusik jiwa (puking)…but in my point of view – I don’t think so…you still a spoiled kid who think you’ve grown up because of what you’ve been through.

And yeah about your brother of yours…the one who married the so-called model looks and happens to be anak dato’…kerja di penang somewhere back then but NEVER came to his relatives house which is in penang…wait let me check where’s penang where he works and penang where his relatives stays…(checking the Malaysia map)…OMG!! It’s the same state!! Which a blind person also can tell…but it’s fine…it’s your choice to be a stuck up broke douchebags…hmm broke..no no not broke….if broke mesti cannot afford to make loan to bring your wife holiday to oversea right? Wow…is she worth every penny? Ha ha…

An angel inside me telling me to stop here before I keep babbling…ada house chores yg aku kena buat…yelah aku mmg cannot stand rumah yg bersepah, kelam kabut dan esp toilet @ bathroom yg berlumut dan kotor macam…heee sarang tikus hehe…no matter how bz I am…I’ll make sure my house is shining and neat…thanks God I dun have a 5 am – 9 pm routine…which if I am, maybe husband aku terpaksa tumpang mandi toilet makcik rumah sebelah…opss terlebih sudahh….