Distraction = Gym

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ok actually i have given a thought about talking about this in my blog...because i don't want to sound overexcited about it (although i am)...

since May...i noticed i felt a bit down or demotivated...most probably because i realized the cycle of my life everyday is exactly the same and i'm BORED with my own life...i'm a person who demanded an adventure in my life every now and then...that is why i told en somi, i want to join zumba...i wanna join archery or shooting (gun) or kick boxing...i need to feel alive again...i was at some point, stop enjoying my life...that is the time i decided that i need a distraction - big time.

don't get me wrong...it's not that i don't enjoy being around with my super active kids...but i do believe that being able to have my 'own time' is healthy for me and maybe could put things back to perspective...maybe it's good for my kids too - being able to have time off from an 'evil mother' *cry*...

so...i told my husband, i'm going to join a gym! since Ramadan is around the corner at that time, so i decided to start it after raya...so i did...the gym was only for ladies...even instructor or trainer, all ladies only...that is not the best part yet...the fees are reasonable unlimited access/hours...

so far i've been there a few times and i'm sooooo enjoying the time off that i got from en somi...since now en somi pun don't have OT like back then, so he'll be back by 6 pm / 630 pm everyday...so once he's home, i''ll left to the gym...usually i will spend 2 hours there...but before i left i have dinner ready first for the kids....so en somi just have to babysit them while i'm gone...

the fees are included for zumba, kick boxing, zumba toning, zumba sentao and yoga...but so far i haven't join any yet...i just trying to put my body back into work out mode since i didn't do much since i gave birth to my first one...

at the end of the day...i hope that i feel alive again, positive vibes in the air, i have a healthy lifestyle and loose weight would be a desirable bonus! tapi tkde la expect nak jadi sado mado tu kan...macam tak sesuai la senah oi...

aku tkda la push myself gila-gila kan...take time...give myself time...tapi whatever it is mmg feels good to sweat...stiap kali pi bawak small towel, mmg akan lencun...i even cut my hair short so that senang nak manage after work out...i didn't have any gym mate yet coz i'm a slow-warmer type of person hahahha...nantilah tunggu Iejam plak join sekali...haa ada la gym mate kan kikiki...

en somi nk start in September katanya...we'll see how serious he is...i always encourage him to go to the gym instead of just main badminton...once dah figure out bila nk pi, boleh la adjust timetable babysit anak-anak kan...u know la i scratch ur back, u scratch my back gitu...

ok we'll see after 7 months, will i be sado? we shall see...hahahahhaha