Kemaafan aka Forgiveness

Ok sekarang nk tanya pendapat la kan...

BILA masanya kemaafan yg dipinta tu dikira IKHLAS?? dan dari benak lubuk hati?? 

adekah bila nk beranak baru nk mintak maaf sebab takut susah nk beranak?? or skrg musim umrah, nk pegi umrah baru nk mintak maaf bagai? hagak2 la kan kalau tak sebab nak beranak or pegi umrah, hadap ke diorang ni nak mintak maaf?? so maaf yg dipinta tu IKHHHEELASSSS giler ka or bermotip or what??

PENDAPAT aku la ja kan...org camni tak btul2 ikhlas...sbb kalau org tu betul2 kesal dan nk mintak maaf, right after the mistake was done, terus mintak maaf. nak perap lama2 baru mintak maaf kenapa kan? mesti sebab dalam hati dok 50-50 mintak maaf kan? mesti ada sepalit ego kan?? mesti kan?? so org yg macam ni pun kira LEMAH la kan? bukan org yg susah nk memaafkan macam aku je lemah kan??

kalau org yg buat salah pastu goyang2 kaki tunggu kita pi mintak maaf n canang sana sini macam kita yg BUAT DOSA kt depa, tu kategori apa pulak ehh?? otak letak tumit eh? opss sorry la my language ni menggambarkan mentaliti or whatsoever education...ke apa...sbb org yg ngaji tinggi pun, kalau bukan sbb kata2 yg menampakkan kbodohan depa, baaanyak lagi perkara lain yg akan menonjolkan kebodohan depa...there's always a thin line between genius and stupidity.

my point is,

do you get my points here? i'm i using correct english language here? does my english suits your level of mentality? izzit?? izzit??

the point is, when it hurts sooooooooo much, feel like someone has stabbed you from behind, how could you forgive & forget? how could you? i still haven't forget what my x-besties did to me when i was in form 2. stealing my bf right in front of my face! (ok dah off topic)...

p/s: agak2 nnt ada tak yang ring2 aku tanya...."ehh, ko bebel dalam blog tu...ko cakap kt aku ke?" ada tak??? hagak2?? hehehehe