Day 22- Ngapdet Belog

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else?


Hurmm...soalan perangkap aka menggalakkan aku syok sendirik nih....

ok, an old friend of mine back when i was in emaresem PT...a guy (A*jey Manaf) barely speaks to me for the whole 3 years we were there (form 1 - form 3)...he ever told a friend of mine that i'm mysterious...the truth is, i am! ahahah...back then, i was kind of  'not really myself'...and seeing a bunch of buttlicking, fake - plastic barbie dolls just killing me from inside...plus the pressure and bias treats from the teachers, it just triggers my rebellious part - in a very bad way...ok that was history...guss what, now me and A*jey Manaf is having far more better friendship, which i can say...friendships that starts almost 8 years we were lost contact...and i'm very pleased that he didn't judge me for who i was...not just him, quite a bunch jugak la and i'm very very thankful for that...

1. sometimes (or some says) most of the time, i'm not easy to comprehend. it is because, i don't want ppl to take me for granted and i'm protecting me from being hurt by other ppl...jaga hati sendiri dlu, then jaga hati org lain...
2. aku boleh dikatakan "lambat panas"...means lambat mesra...berapa lambat?? tk semua lambat la, depends kepada org dan situasi...paling lambat....around 2 thn jugak baru nk mesra eventho dh lama kenal...
3. aku ada 'circle of trust'...saper yg dalam circle 1, ada banyak pelepasan means mmg member laga pipi la...circle 2, ada had & limit...circle 3, sentiasa dalam pemantauan...out of circle, mmg time jumpe senyum2 then lepas tu, ntah tk kenal...=P
4. aku tak suka org menyusahkan org membebankan aku...unless aku kata, "tak susah pon" dgn ikhlas...haa tu maksudnya mmg tk menyusahkan la...=P

ok ckup la kot...hahahah dah pening dh kepala ni...