so Thursday i started to sneeze and clear mucus keep draining from my nose...ughh this is not a good sign...the next day Friday, it's clear that i hv cold @ flu...my eyes very teary...sneezing like my nose gonna fall off...can hardly speak too much...cepat penat...so when some1 asking thing over n over again...repeating the same crap, i'll get irritated then the result is...i get angry...
please hv some idea how tiring is it to speak + breathing + inhaling your mucus all at the same time...cepat tercungap2...got it?
afer lunch break...my condition got worse...i almost like crying...at 4 pm, my 2nd boss approach me to ask sumthing about work and when he saw how terrible i look like...he ask me to go off early...aww how kind of you...then i finished the final task and take off @ 415 pm...pick up hubby + harraz then heads to BP...its weekend so, balik BP...first, stop kat klinik Murni to take meds...then stopped @ maybank for some cash withdrawal...
lepas done withdrawal, harraz yg tgh enjoy main stereng keta ngamuk la bila aku amik dia nk diribakan...abah nk drive...then suddenly he just swing the back of his head towards my face...he did it a lot to his car seat whenever i forbid him to do something...but harraz dear, this is ibu...not car seat...it was like a punch on my face and i felt my world blackot for 3-4 secs...then out of the blue i started crying coz it hurts like ___!! my mouth was bleeding...my upper lips was injured...luka dan berbekas till today...first bibir jd macam negro sat...harraz he just complained hurts on his head then no other expression...he keep staring at me crying then said "da'ah...ibu da'ah"...haiyaaaaa
he was sitting on hubby's lap while hubby is driving all the way from maybank till rumah mak...he just add up more pain for me dat day huhu VERY NOTTY!...by 630pm my body started to ache here n there + the pain that i got from my dearie...lepas berbuka, i took the medicine then after maghrib...pengsan tido...
thanks to mak yg tolong jagakan harraz while i was passed out...hubby gi terawih...harraz come in to me later than his bedtime (1030 pm) becoz ada kezen2 (akak nayli & abg irfan)...galak dok main...then malam tido rayan...every half an hour tu berguling sana sini nanges with no reason...at last, bangun kul 430 together with every1 for sahur...~sigh
saturday...i thought i'll be better but i was wrong...spend most of the day lying on my back @ sleeping or high on drugs...i was damn sleepy due to the flu meds but can't sleep cos harraz dun want to...so i was like between awake and asleep...
dat night, i feel headache...no...to be specific: forehead-ache...everytime i blow my mucus out, i feel a great pain sensation on my cheek...then i said to myself...oh dear Harraz!! and btw, my mucus changed from clear to yellow-greenish colour. this is a sign of infection and i hv no a/biotics with me...~sigh
things get slightly better than y'day but the pain is worse! i keep my faith that i'll be okay by noon but looks like its not...i still continue my fasting though i hv a fever @ pain...maybe that's why the meds doesn't work that well...
monday...i decided to take mc...still at my mum's...around 10 we went to visit Dr Joe again and he said i had sinusitis...yep heard that before...i tot it was due to the slam on my face given by harraz...the pain was....speechless!! my tooth aching & sometimes feels itchy on the gums...my cheeks hurts a lot and everytime i tried to open my jaw a little bit more, it HURTS...my forehead?? it's killing me!! everytime i sujud, feels like pieces of my brain coming out of by skull...my right eyes sores...my head, the right side...all on right side only...
lepas berbuka baru makan the a/biotics, painkiller + new flu meds prescribed by Dr Joe...the nect morning when i wake up for sahur...most of the pain is gone...90% of the pain is gone and i'm happy that i can go to work on Tuesday...
today is wednesday...sinusitis day 4 and i'm a lot better...hopefully this pain will gone off by the weekend....becoz i'll be busy with my mom baking cookies for raya...we complete the order first then only do it for our portion...oh ya...the "anak angkut" will be there too this weekend...looks like i'm gonna hate myself for pretending to be sweet & like her...~ughh
more info on sinusitis: GOOGLE aje daaaa or go this link: Sinusitis
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