Death is near...death is here

after a while leaving this bog non updated...i'm finally find myself a squeezing minutes to say a word or two...

1st... just now 15 min pass 9 i received a call from mak told me that son of makcik nak che a' had passed away ast night and the burial done at night the same day...Innalillah...and suddenly all the bizarre feelings are here inside of me...this week has been a blessing and happy moments to me though work sux...

i've found several of my old old old friends' facebook..i've been regularly googling...searching for them and finally last Monday...i found 2-3 of them...and i'm the happiest person on the planet...not long lost love lah...c'mon this is primary school i'm talking about...the age of joy & happy moments....first i found meme*n...then i found jo*han...trying to remember my childhood in Titi Teras bring tears to my eyes...*emo*...how beautiful, happy, joy and how friendship was describe...

most of my skulmate of SKTT is relatives...well since we all from the same village and in those village, everybody knows everybody...except those outsiders who migrate to our nest...jo*han was among those who close to me...me*men was everyone's friends...kitorang used to kayuh basikal petang2 main sana sini...no worries...no stress...main all kind of kampung's game...jo*han's house was nearby my late grandma's house...everytime i pass the house (which now has been sold to some1 else) i'll always remember him...the most decent boy with thick spectacles and...he has sweating issue =)...his hands sweat a lot...hey doesn't mean i hold his hand ok...just remember the smear on the book dan papan putih everytime he touched them hehehe...

i was talking to jo*han about our ex-skulmate in SKTT and late fizal was one of the topic...no matter how he died, we all still griefing for the lost...Jo*han obviously sad about it either...flashback about how they used to mandi sungai together...hmmm i'm very very very sad at this moment...alfatihah to Allahyarham Norhafizal Ahmad...dan semoga Allah kurniakan kekuatan kepada makcik nah to go through all these (after what she had gone through b4)...

i have to go back and dig old photo of my primary school childhood...A MUST!!

note:...love you guys & gurls