Tiring Week

fuh...dlm minggu ni, ini baru senang rasanya nk update blog...horrible thing happen to Harraz this week makes me totally forgot about office...

ahad mlm isnin...last drink harraz minum 11 pm..then at 2 am tjaga nk susu...as usual, feed him la...but i was so shocked when he vomit out all the milk once i put down the bottle...panikkk...bantal aku kena, bahu aku kena, baju harraz of course...this nite harraz tido tgh2...rasa nk peluk2 dia plak dat nite...after tuka2 semua baju, harraz lena nyenyak..in fact masa tuka baju pun lena nyenyak...mother instinct in me saying..."something is wrong"...

and so it happen again at 3am...dia tjaga sbb lapar kan....vomit again....

and again at 5 am.....

by the time 630 am...me n husband both decided utk bawak harraz jupe his paed...Dr Chia at GMC...

730 am...try to feed Harraz again but still the same...vomiting again...but he looks ok...tkda la murung ke apa...heppy je just not so energetic as usual in the morning...

lepas jupe doc, ada prescribe ubat angin, ORS and mucosolvan utk kahak...then Dr said if this continue, he has to be admitted...sob sob...chill went thru my spine......

dr 12 noon till 6 pm...harraz feeding as usual...but moaning in his sleep...barely tido nyenyak (so is ibu & abah)...mlm tu dah tido2 ayam...ptg pun tk dpt nk nyenyak tido...so worry...

bila bg mandi harraz, so excited like he's ok...lompat2 dlm besen...tepuk2 air...jerit2...OMG ibu so tak paham dgn sayang ni...lega sikit igt he's getting better...

730 pm...just before he went to bed, susu belum habis minum, he vomit again....*crying*...vomit bukan wek2 gitu...bersembur...so luluh hati tgk my baby like that...i'm thinking while crying...husband pun dah tk keruan tgk me crying...so decide tapau dinner eventho vege semua dah siap siang tinggal aku nk masak ja...after tapau dinner, pack up bag and heads up to ER...

as suspected...kena admit...sob sob...doc chia dtg to attend...that time 1030 pm...while waiting utk jupe doc harraz muntah lagi kat koridor...air mata aku meleleh2...then masa doc check dia senyum2 then the next second...vomit again...and again...sampai bersembur atas lantai...(pic will update later coz mmc reader kat opis)...

masa doc buh drip, i could'nt be there...tkut aku nangis lebih dr harraz so aku pi register utk admission...2 bedded room semua full...tinggal single bedded...aaahhh whatever la aku kata dlm hati...bayar je la nnt...yg mana insurans tk kaver bayar je la sendiri...insurans harraz entitle for Rm100 per nite ja utk room...

naik atas tgk drip dah siap pasang and harraz terjelepuk je kat husben...OMG...so sad...thank God we came quickly..if not nk tunggu husben balk main futsal...mesti aku dah nanges2 histeria kat rumah sorang2...

ades...kebas kaki...TBC....