Bebelan Aku Pt 1

Dah lama rasanya tk update blog ni dan as usual…everytime aku update blog ni means that ada laa something that’s bugging me and my mind…

Recently, my mak lang (wife of my dad’s younger brother) passed away on 14th Ramadhan…dat day and few days before dat, maksu ada inform about the criticalness condition arwah…but, abah when he heard about arwah, he looks undisturbed…don’t care…look, my dad is not that cold hearted IF and ONLY IF you know him well…cold hearted person don’t cry easily…but he DID…the last time aku tgk abah menangis, masa bacakan yassin malam tahlil arwah pak lang…Tuhan saja yg tahu betapa aku, paham dan tersentuh dgn air mata abah yg mengalir…dan bila aku tahu kenapa,aku mula membenci segolongan manusia ni…my cousins…anak2 arwah…

Undeniable, my cousins yg berempat ni mmg sort of detached from our family @ family sebelah pak lang…and it’s a BIG DEAL…sbb their moms (arwah) also detached to my family side…yes berdosa cakap pasal org yg mati tp I need to spilled this out…

Arwah husband n wife pi mekah satu batch dgn my parents…but different package of course…parents aku bukan org senang…bukan berpangkat dato’…seminggu terakhir di tanah suci, arwah pak lang admitted di hospital tanah suci…admitted 3-4 days if not mistaken…BUT arwah mak lang never has the initiative to call mom or dad yg mana they KNOW the number…all it takes to pick up the phone and make the call to inform the condition…tknak menyusahkan?? Don’t be ridiculous! They were siblings for god sake! They grown up together…have the same gene…

abah mak sempat jumpa arwah pak lang on Monday after the bypass kat IJN…then later that Friday of the same week, he passed away…a terribly sad story to tell, antara saat2 terakhir arwah pak lang, dia bertanya kepada maksu how his late father (my tok wan) died??

What this question tells you?? Cuz, if you’re reading this, my apology in advance…I don’t mean to be harsh or mean but you need to know that sometimes, other ppl perspective IS important and it might lead you guys somewhere…because in my opinion, you guys were spoiled and your life lingers around your family…and your family ONLY.

Ok back to the question… “macammana ayah meninggal?”

Apa yg bermain di kepala korang if this question came from a husband of yours?? Or your brother?? I can answer that, it shows how far away he went from his own family. He wasn’t there when tok wan passed away and he wasn’t there when tok passed away. It shows, how detached and betapa durhakanya seseorang itu terhadap kedua ibu bapanya…ketahuilah seorang anak lelaki yg melebihkan isteri atau kerjanya LEBIH dr ibunya sendiri, akan mendapat kemurkaan Allah taala…dia tidak melakukan IHSAN terhadap kedua ibu bapanya…

Cuba hitung sepanjang hidup korang cuz, berapa kali korang balik beraya di penang?? Dan setiap kali balik, berapa lama? Terlepaskah rindu seorang ibu terhadap anaknya sendiri setiap kali korang balik sekejap cuma?

First son or shud I call F1…hang ingat dak sapa yg besarkan hang?? Masa arwah tinggalkan hang di penang, sapa yg jaga hang?? Tangan mana yg suap makanan ke mulut hang? Arwah tok yg masa saat sakitnya, berbau hancing, busuk najis kerana memakai pampers…DIA lah yg bela hang! Tk ckup dgn itu, you’re always her favourite grandson! Despite bukan hang yg basuh kencing berak dia masa sakit…malah TAK PERNAH tgk dia dalam keadaaan uzur, sakit…mungkin hang malu dgn bini hang yg konon high class, model type perasan lawa and anak somebody…malu nk tunjuk orang tua yg busuk itulah yg pernah besaqkan hang!

Selepas hang kawen, SEKALI pun TAK PERNAH hang bawak balik bini hang jumpa arwah tok…cucu apa hang ni? LUPA DIRI!! Baru dicalit kekayaan dan kemewahan sikit hang dah melatah!

ok TBC on 2nd part ok...